Long day. I'm eating the other half of my bagel... i saved it for lunch. yayyyy. it's gone now. :( Don't worry, i starve myself for a good cause. ..and because my bank account still won't let me get to my damn money. arghhh. Well, danny is back in town && it sucks. Whenever he's around me and laughing or talking it just makes me think && i get depressed and i hate him all over again. I don't think i could ever really HATE him, but i loath the presense he brings. && i miss my baby. :( it really sucks not having him here whenever someone or something brings me down. But when ever i talk to him, he always makes me feel better. & i can't help but laugh. <33 soooo yeah, i have an awesome best friend...slash boyfriend. slash dork-tard. Ninja bastard who is sshmexy. xD these last 4 days are going to be jam-packed with emotions a-ragin, i'm tellin you. especially monday. i know my sister/dad are going to grill me really bad. & it's gonna suck, because i know i'm going to end up crying out of fusteration at the dinner table.